I am lazy . I am blank . I don’t have the mood to study . I am bored . So what do I do ? I blog..It’s already down to the last paper of my 1st semester but somehow I can’t find the propelling force for me to study . Not that I don’t want to study but I just can’t seem to find the missing “thing” . I called it “thing” because I obviously don’t know what is missing . Sigh..It’s like the classic “My heart says yes but my body/brain says no”..Wtf man..2 more days to go and after that I can relax for around a week before military training starts . Better still , I might just have a 1 week holiday after Hari Raya Haji..But I just can’t seem 2 concentrate on studying . Is it the laptop ? Is it the internet ? Is it the f***** up military lifestyle that I don’t like ? Is it the environment ? Or is it just me ? Sigh..I really need to get back on track . My aim is a gpa of 3.2 this semester . I don’t wanna disappoint anyone and I don’t want to achieve below my expectations . I have to focus….I SERIOUSLY have to..